She cares!

She is having a problem
But what can be done to solve this complicated problem
She is confusing
Everything is in a mess
What to do?

She is suffering when she is involving in a complicated relationship
But She cant even find a friend to say.
Because she knows that nobody will understand more than herself.
She is the only one who can solve the problem
But the way that solve the problem is She needs to be cruel to herself

Why? Why she is the one who always need to suffer ?
That's the reason why she dislike to get used to something
As once she get used to it, in the end she will lose it again
What's the point?

Damn!
How to pretend this does not happen in life!
I am human being!
Why u want her so good?

Now, do u know that when she said to stop to contact with each other, she feels helpless
Do you know that how hard to make such a decision to lose someone so important to her
Because she knows that if she didn't stop the wrong relationship
She will hurt each other.

She feels like to cry.
She is not able to lose such a person.
But she has no choice
T^T