Mr. !!!

After a terrible week, I have made up my mind
Yes, I like him so much
But now I would like to let him go

Thanks for appearing in my life
The moment we spent together will be the most unforgettable moment <3
As what I said, you will never forget me in your lifetime
Same as you, I will never forget you~
Let you go not because of I don't like you anymore
But just I have to withdraw out myself in this impossible relationship

You will never know that I was struggling in this decision making
You are just too perfect to me!
I am really like you deep from heart
When the day I knew you, I already expected that this day will come
So, I have to responsible for this

My MR.!!!
I will miss you someday
You will never know that you are so sweet
You will never know that you are so cute
You will never know that you can make my heart melted

Right now I wish you can stay happiness without worrying
I blessed you <3
Good bye my love

A letter to Cupid baby

To baby cupid:
You give me a very hard test
But I am so blur
I don't know what you want to test?
You want to test how much I can sacrifice to a person?
You want to test how much I can like or even love a person?
I have no idea what to do
I used to believe that I ever love someone deep from heart
But this time,I would like to say that thank you for giving me the chances to meet him in my life
He is just perfect to me

But do you know that, you give me the chances to fall in love with someone which not belong to me is really suffering
I am struggling in this relationship
I would like to withdraw out from this wrong relationship
But when the time I force myself to do so, I know the more I step into it
I know there is only two ways to choose
One is give up, another one is carry on
But if I give up, I don't even have the chance to have and I might lose him
But if I carry on, it will either hurt myself or get the happiness
It seems like gambling

Can you please stop torturing me?
Is enough already!
I am really cannot bear it already
I am so helpless T^T

She cares!

She is having a problem
But what can be done to solve this complicated problem
She is confusing
Everything is in a mess
What to do?

She is suffering when she is involving in a complicated relationship
But She cant even find a friend to say.
Because she knows that nobody will understand more than herself.
She is the only one who can solve the problem
But the way that solve the problem is She needs to be cruel to herself

Why? Why she is the one who always need to suffer ?
That's the reason why she dislike to get used to something
As once she get used to it, in the end she will lose it again
What's the point?

Damn!
How to pretend this does not happen in life!
I am human being!
Why u want her so good?

Now, do u know that when she said to stop to contact with each other, she feels helpless
Do you know that how hard to make such a decision to lose someone so important to her
Because she knows that if she didn't stop the wrong relationship
She will hurt each other.

She feels like to cry.
She is not able to lose such a person.
But she has no choice
T^T

Ishhhh

I looked at the sky and ask myself "what happen to me?"
I feel like want to cry.
But, what for?
I cant find a good reason to convince myself。
It should not happen on me ya!
Miss Penny used to very strong enough.
She wont simply cry because of anything.
She wont simply jealous anyone.
But now everything change....
She become weaker and weaker...

She likes to cry when she feels alone.
She likes to have someone to stay by her side.
She really dislike to be alone.
She easily to jealous someone if that person she cares so much.

She started like to give people nick name.
But not why,just because she cares the one.
You are the only one she does so...
Unbelievable...yes!!

I hate this kind of world! No mood blogging!

The day we have

I ever have my own UFO.
I love him and miss him.

But someday, I lost him.
I was keep finding and finding.
I wanted to know what happen to him!
He get lost in somewhere else~
I cant find him backed.

I thought I wont sad, I thought I can be strong.
No, I didnt cry!
I am strong enough.
But when the day I lost him, I was insomnia!
Yes, I cared!!
I cared my UFO so much.

But he misunderstood me already
I was so sad, so sad.
The day he left me, I was seriously sick.
Cant even cure my sickness.
I lost my way, I lost my confident.
I lost the world.

Tell me,where are you?
Tell me, you miss me too~

Tell me...

OH Yeah~

Oppss,time flies like arrow!!!
Please wait for me awhile,I need a good rest.

It has been a long long time I didn't drop by here.
I might busy.
I might lazy.
Since I went to my internship, I was really seldom online.
No because of my laziness, is because I was really tired after working.

Never mind,since my purpose of my blog was created for myself but not for others.
In addition,not much people know about this,then let it be❤
Be frank, last four months, I really had a lot of fun.
It consisted full of joy, full of sadness, and lots of grief..
But everything is worth to me.
I tried a lots of different things.
Thanks for giving me the chance to be Chang e at the moon cake festival and enjoy my very first time to be a witch on Halloween day^^
Anyway, I should enjoy my one month holidays first!!
Because I will start my new semester in January..
Looking forward^^

Enjoy enjoy enjoy^^

Good Friday^^

Miss Penny^^

Miss Lacus=)

Hello~Morning^^
Suppose I will not post any new post recently!
But hor, since I woke up today~I found something weird@@
How come someone's blog got my name inside!
Somemore is MY NAME posted it>.<
I still cannot understand!

Never mind,
let me post my own thing ^^ Teehee~
Okay, as what I say, last Friday I went Sunway Pyramid~
Seriously, it really a tiring to go shopping~
But girls like shopping, this point nobody can deny^^
I really eat a lot recently!!!
I bought 2 new clothes and went full house again^^
That day, only me and one of my sister went only~
So good!!!! I always like to go shopping with girl instead of boy~

Any boy "friend" want go shopping with me next time?
haha,btw, is really fun to go shopping with my dear friend, Lacus Karshin^^
I really hope that our life can always as simple as we can~
Full of love,full of joy,full of happiness!!!

SORRY ya~really no time to write more~
BUT, I still will drop by here if I am free~
Next week is final exam already~
After this I am going internship, so fast!!!
BUt I never worry about this!!
Because I am Penny!
A girl who is brave enough^^
I think my next post will be more about my internship><

P/S:Have a nice day ❤
Good luck in my final exam=)